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November 17th, 2008 @ 10:49AM]
a year has passed
nothing's changed.

June 12th, 2008 @ 11:17PM]
sometimes its a tidal wave.
don't think twice

May 6th, 2008 @ 3:19PM]
today i'm starting .
becoming a nicer person.
and today ends
the trashtalk.

April 29th, 2008 @ 11:03PM]
p.s. i have the worst timing.
maybe its fate?
i doubt it.
bad timing is bad timing.
i'm jinxed.
maybe for a reason?
don't think twice

April 16th, 2008 @ 11:30PM]
"i go through guys every week, matt"
he replies, "i believe it."

i don't really. i change interest quickly and it has
been hard to find that mutual appreciation.
maybe i've found it.
maybe not.
i doubt it.

in other words,
i took my first bath in years
it was a calming exhausting experience
waiting for our weak faucets to fill up the tub
and i just sat there in warm water
it was nothing short of amazing.
i felt rejuvenated but now i am more tired than ever.

but this week has been good to me.
minus drinking all afternoon yesterday
and waking up at 2 am to elliott rapping against
my window for the second time in a week.
it makes me angry.
don't think twice

March 13th, 2008 @ 5:46PM]
but you know i know when its a dream

and when i woke i wished i was still dreaming.
1 don't think twice

March 4th, 2008 @ 12:33PM]
i was on a roll
maybe it was the drink or the smoke
or the combination
but i believed everything i said
i took it all as truth
i was fascinated
don't think twice

February 26th, 2008 @ 10:42AM]
it is always the case that
when i drink
i text
the wrong people
and write them
unreadable things
i think phones should
be built with features
that prevent drunk
2 don't think twice

February 7th, 2008 @ 9:57AM]
i dreamt last night that you were fat
and old
and hairier.
i smiled.
maybe it wasn't you
dreams are dumb
don't think twice

February 3rd, 2008 @ 10:23PM]
it doesn't take a lot
for me to get swept
up into a whirlwind
of anxiety panic
self doubt &
i want to be
from this ciyt
don't think twice

January 28th, 2008 @ 1:27AM]
it rains and sdpd shows.
everyone out.
i was having a slightly good time.
bored and not buzzed enough.
i feel dumb most of thetime.
i get punctuated frequent spurts
of intense loneliness and lowliness.
a lot of things. these days.
and other days.
maybe not tomorrow.
i don't know how i feel.
4 don't think twice

January 21st, 2008 @ 7:30AM]
i leave for seattle shortly and i am nervous and excited. nervous about flying mostly. i rarely travel and i will be alone. i hope everything works out which it usually does in the end.

see you thursday.
p.s. i can't wait to smoke weed out of this baby.
1 don't think twice

i am a rock [Thursday
December 27th, 2007 @ 8:01PM]
i don't mind being alone.

1 don't think twice

December 18th, 2007 @ 8:14PM]
barr - half of two times two (newer version)

i forgot about this song.
it is beautiful and catchy.
reminds me of summer nights driving with rory.
1 don't think twice

December 16th, 2007 @ 6:33PM]
i hate the beatles.
4 don't think twice

November 16th, 2007 @ 10:21PM]
don't think twice

October 23rd, 2007 @ 4:01PM]

san diego is awash in smoke.
don't think twice

October 23rd, 2007 @ 12:54PM]

2003 all over again. this is fucking crazy. it's worse this time even though the smoke isn't as thick as it was four years ago. you can't escape it. it makes me think of what i would do if i was to leave my home. what's really important?
1 don't think twice

October 11th, 2007 @ 3:24PM]

but why think about that when all the golden land's ahead of you and all kinds of unforseen events wait lurking to surprise you and make you glad you're alive to see?

don't think twice

September 15th, 2007 @ 7:48PM]
i always hate these parts of the month.
don't think twice

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